# Writing Habit -- Thoughts (continued)

By Randall Degges · March 5, 2012 · https://rdegges.com/2012/writing-habit-thoughts-continued/

> Two months of writing 30 minutes a day: 18 blog posts, book chapters, new friends, and the breakthrough that writing gets easy once you just let loose.

![Old Fashioned Writer Sketch][]


For the past two months I've been [writing][] for at least 30 minutes a day.
I'd like to quickly reflect on what I've accomplished so far, and my thoughts
on the process.

First off, accomplishments...  Since I started this experiment, I've:

-   Written 18 new blog posts, and 10 article drafts.
-   30 days worth of private journal entries.
-   4 chapters of a book I've been working on.
-   API documentation for a startup I co-own.
-   Documentation for a handful of projects I work on in my free time.
-   Had over 150,000 page views on my website.  Crazy.

Before starting this writing adventure, I never would have guessed I'd do all
that.  While almost all of it has been an accident--looking back, I feel pretty
happy with the results.  Through the process of writing each day, I've learned
a lot about writing, communication, and more importantly, myself.


## Writing

Writing is all about expression.  Probably the most important thing I've
learned so far is that if you suck at writing then, chances are, you suck at
expressing your ideas and thoughts as well.

For the longest time, I considered myself a decent writer.  In school I easily
passed the AP English writing classes, and had no problem at all cranking out
essay after essay of required writing.  When I left school and started working
professionally (which, incidentally, is when I decided to commit to my personal
development at a much higher level), I had a major realization: **I am not a
good writer**.

My ability to write on topics that made **me** excited was almost non-existent.
Sure, I could produce specially crafted five paragraph essays to explain a
piece of literature--but writing a clear and concise technical article?  No
way.

Even though I love technology and programming, and eagerly wanted to write
about the various things I was working on, and techniques I was learning--I
simply didn't have the skill set to make it happen.  Articles I wrote came out
jumbled, disorganized, and chaotic.

At the time, I simply thought that if I chose to write whenever I had
inspiration, than I'd easily improve my writing skills and become better.  But
you know what?  It didn't happen.  Not until I decided to actually commit to
writing each day, did I finally make the breakthrough I was looking for.


## A Breakthrough

By looking at writing as part of my life, as central piece of who I am--writing
has become so much easier.  While I've mentioned this [before][], I think it
warrants another discussion.

Previously, I thought of writing as something I should do from time to time.
It always seemed like something extremely useful, but also extremely tedious.
As I would write, I'd labor over every sentence in my head, making sure it was
absolutely perfect before writing it down.  Sometimes I'd sit in front of the
computer for hours staring at my text editor, only to find that I'd written
down only two paragraphs of text.

While I was able to finish pieces after long periods of time...  It just didn't
feel right.

When I started my writing habit, I knew that I'd have to force myself to write
down whatever I was thinking if I wanted to accomplish anything.  I knew that
with only 30 minutes a day of writing time, I'd have to rapidly jot down my
thoughts, and save the heavy analysis for later if I wanted to actually get
anything done.

After a few weeks of writing in this manner--jotting my thoughts down and
really "letting loose", I had a realization: **writing is fun**.  While I
enjoyed writing before, the mental effort it took dissuaded me from writing
more frequently.  After forcing myself to drop my inhibitions and write freely
(so that I could actually be writing for 30 minutes a day), I realized how fun
writing can be.

Writing doesn't have to be difficult, it can be as easy as writing what you're
thinking--as you're thinking it.  For me, this was the breakthrough.

Since I realized that I enjoy writing much more when I'm simply dumping my
thoughts onto paper, I've become extremely attached.  The process of writing
each day feels good, and has become a critical part of my daily routine.


## Benefits

While I'm in **no way** a good writer now, I feel a lot more comfortable
writing, explaining my ideas, and sharing information with other people.

In addition to the obvious benefits, I've also:

-   Developed several friendships with people whom I never would have had the
    pleasure of meeting if not through my writing.
-   Discovered my passion for writing.
-   Had several job offers and other opportunities come out of writing that I
    never would have had without it.
-   Greatly increased my ability to clearly communicate ideas to friends and
    co-workers.

In particular, meeting new people through writing has been a wonderful
experience.  I've met several extremely talented programmers who are, without
question, some of the smartest people I've ever spoken with.  I maintain a
pretty close circle of friends (you should come say hi if you use IRC
([irc.oftc.net/#heapify][])), and I find it extremely difficult to meet other
highly self-motivated people who share common interests (like personal
development, programming, etc.).  Through writing, I've been able to close that
gap and connect with lots of great people.

Through journaling and private writing, I've been able to step back and take a
look at my thoughts--analysing my actions, behaviors, and habits in a way that
I've never done before.  This has helped me resolve a lot of internal questions
I've had about myself, and given me a new level of understanding and
self-consciousness.  Since I enjoy working on personal development, this has
made a profound impact in my day-to-day life, and I've found new ways to
incorporate my new self understand into my habit building regimen.


## Final Thoughts

Of all the habits I've built, writing has been my favorite.  The benefits are
vast, the payoff is great, and it's internally rewarding to work on.

Over the next several months I plan on improving my writing style, ability, and
fluency even further.  My end goal is to become skilled enough so that I can
effortlessly dump my thoughts onto paper in a way that clearly describes my
thoughts to my audience, in an organized manner.

While my writing has matured quite a bit over the past few months, I still have
many years to go before I reach the level of fluency that I'd like to attain.

**ALSO:** Are you working on a writing habit?  If so, I'd love to hear how your
journey is going.  Please send me an email ([r@rdegges.com][]), and let's
keep in touch!


[Old Fashioned Writer Sketch]: old-fashioned-writer-sketch.png "Old Fashioned Writer Sketch"
  [writing]: /2011/establishing-a-writing-habit/ "Establishing a Writing Habit"
  [before]: /2012/writing-habit-complete/ "Writing Habit -- Complete"
  [irc.oftc.net/#heapify]: irc://irc.oftc.net/#heapify "#heapify"
  [r@rdegges.com]: mailto:r@rdegges.com "Randall Degges' Email"
